I nodded my head and understood what she meant. I also know how brave she was to say such a thing.
Even if she lay in my hand like this tonight, I didn’t want to do anything to her, because she was so blasphemous.
She didn’t fall asleep, even though I dropped the light, I 
still saw her eyes flashing, opening and closing, which made me very uneasy and flustered.
When I caught her opening her eyes, I looked her in the eye and said good night to her.
She also replied good night to me a moment later.
After good night, we tried to close our eyes and go to sleep. I didn’t know she was really asleep until I accurately heard her even breathing.
I got up very early this day, but it was still dark outside, but the light in my room had been turned on. It was this girl who turned on her chair and turned on the game machine to play.
Through the mirror, she seemed to find that I was looking at her by the bed. She paused the game and turned to me and said, Get up and play games with me if I haven’t played for two hours.
I immediately sloped a smile, Oh, my God, you got up so early.
I looked at the wall clock. It’s only 5: 04. She said that after playing for two hours, she got up at 3: 00. Maybe she hasn’t adapted to sleeping with two people. She wants to find something to break the mood of waking up early.
I changed my clothes and sat up with this girl. I found that the light was on outside and Dad should get up.
After playing for a while, I came out with her and found that Dad was setting up dishes and chopsticks.
After a busy meal, we sat down at the table. There is always a place at the table. I know it is reserved for my mother.
Torre said to us, Let’s eat and then accompany me to see Min Xiu.
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Chapter one hundred and fifteen Exchange
It rained a little earlier, and the three of us came to bury my mother with things. The road surface on the hill was a little slippery, and Dad was very anxious to leave. Without his usual composure, he didn’t stop even if he might slip and fall at any time. Maybe at this time, he would be so anxious and eager to think about meeting someone but everything.
I understand him very well, but I didn’t walk too fast, because I had to look after the girl to prevent her from accidentally falling down, because I asked her to change a pair of casual shoes before the mountain came.
I came to my mother’s tombstone, and the tree next to it has a lot of big red cloth marked with red for happy dad, so I hope my mother can have a prosperous day.
Dad took out the things we brought and put them in place. He said to his mother’s tombstone, Min Xiu, I came to see you, not only me, but also Lei Hao, and this little girlfriend girl is a good girl with a good heart.
With that, Dad waved at us, and we followed him and shouted Mom at the tombstone.
aunt
Torre nodded and said, Min Xiu, I brought you your favorite cakes and apples and just made hot dumplings specially for you, which means that our family can be round and round.
Tuan Tuan Yuan Yuan Torre said it was very heavy. At this moment, the corners of his mouth choked unconsciously. I looked at his old face and shed tears unconsciously. Torre rarely cried except for the day when his mother left. He never saw him cry again after he cried.
Maybe he cried secretly, but I didn’t see him being so strong and tough like man of iron over the years.
Dad said something to his mother with some tears, which I didn’t understand. Maybe it was tears that made him excited and confused. After a while, he wiped a handful of tears and looked at me and nodded. Then he went to the side alone and smoked a cigarette. Just like his mood, it made me feel sad.
I calmed down and finally said to my mother, Mom, I’m sorry and unfilial. I’ve finally come to see you for so many years. I’ve always worried my dad and made you face. I think you must be worried because I’m really an asshole, but you know what, Mom? I miss you so much. I think you can scold me and hit me from face to face, but I just can’t wait for you to see you.
I felt the same way as dad, but I still endured tears because I remember she said I was not allowed to cry in front of her. This was her request and her last charge to me.
I bit my teeth and held back my tears, but Yan Jiaxin seemed to see my mood change. Holding my hand was stronger than me.
I looked at her, and she gave me a slight smile, which was so comfortable. It was like seeing the last smiling face of my mother lying in a hospital bed, smiling like an angel.
I grabbed her hand and said again with a little sob, Mom, did you see this girl like an angel? She’s my girlfriend. She’s just like you. She’s a laughing girl. It’s just so comforting, and she’s the best gift I’ve brought to meet you and the proudest gift I’ve brought to you.
Yan Jiaxin spoke. I paused at this moment. She said, Aunt, my name is Yan Jiaxin, and I am Lei Hao’s girlfriend. Just like Lei Hao said that I am a girl who loves to laugh, because grandpa also said that smiling always brings warmth and happiness to people. I can imagine that my aunt’s smile is beautiful and certainly beautiful. I think my uncle must have been touched by her smile, so I like her.
I took out a photo from my wallet. It was a black and white photo. The woman was so beautiful, so quiet and so natural to laugh. I gave the photo to Yan Jiaxin. After she looked at it, I said to her, My mother is really beautiful, just like you.
A moment later, she shook her head and replied, Aunt is more beautiful than me, and her smile is more pure and natural than me.
The two of us said something to mom again, and after that, dad finally came over, and his face was gone. I patted him on the back and gave him the place again because he still had a lot to tell.
I pulled Yan Jiaxin aside. I took out a cigarette to light it, but the lighter seemed to be out of oil. I wanted to borrow it from Dad, but I didn’t want to disturb her. At this time, Yan Jiaxin took out a silver lighter from her bag. I was a little surprised to remember that she had a lighter.
She handed me the lighter and said, Do you want to make a trade?
exchange
I’ll give you the most important thing this time, and you give me the most important thing. She picked up the photo I just gave her and let go.
I looked at this lighter with the words Yan Xincheng engraved on it. It turned out that it was a lighter given by Master Yan. I thought about it for a long time and finally agreed to her request. Because we exchanged not only two things but two different hearts, she also told me that she would specially take this photo to get a pendant to wear like the original one. I hoped that this lighter would remind me of where she talked about every time I wanted to smoke.
I finally lit this cigarette with this lighter. She watched me finish smoking. Finally, Dad finished talking. We said goodbye to Mom and left here.
The mountain road was slippery, and the girl almost fell down. I didn’t think much about picking her up directly. When we came here safely, I let her go.
When I got home, I put up all kinds of firecrackers. I took out the couplets from home and put them on the table. Dad picked up a brush and wrote a few big characters.
Prosperous, round and round, happy family
We came to the door with some couplets and tore up the old one. The girl said that she would stick it. I helped her hold the stool and watched her stick it safely until the tape was stuck on the last couplet. Then we sighed comfortably and clapped our hands happily.
Let’s go in and eat dumplings.
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The one hundred and sixteenth two prodigal bitch
On the first day of the lunar new year, because each family had to go out to pay New Year’s greetings, we didn’t go to other places, but stayed at home. There were not many guests at home this day, but there were still some of them who belonged to the old man. We all received them politely.
At night, this girl and I went to the county government. She really wanted to walk here and feel what it would be like to walk on the stone roads in a different city.
Is your home also quite cold and cheerless? She danced around here as she walked.
This stone road is not very long, but it is a big circle when walking. I also accompanied her to jump on this stone road while walking. Yes, it’s quite deserted because Dad doesn’t communicate with others very much, except that he will visit a relative in the next few days. Since you are here, you have an extra playmate to accompany me.
We walked a round trip to get home from the stone road. When my dad told me that he was going to leave tomorrow, my relatives asked me if I would go. I thought about it and felt a little boring, so I refused.